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Thursday, April 14, 2016

My Caveman life


Take a break... You will feel better after, you'll see.
My caveman life. Well, I am referring to food  and daily activities or excersice. I still love my mosquito net-"I feel like I am in Bali everyday"-room, not totally living in a cave of course. I started last year and I lost about 10 lbs and was feeling good. I do my Paleo like  most people- 80percent paleo, 20 percent sensible whatever. Gave up sugar. I still eat 3 tablespoons of  rice some days. Very minimal bread per week and I still eat a little bit of cake I bake on Sundays. 

This blog is very good reference: http://www.paleoeffect.com/paleo-quick-guide/
My typical breakfast. At times I eat my walnuts, raisins, turkish dried figs in the car in the morning while driving to my zumba or core or yoga, or sand bell or bootcamp class.
P.s. Check out my snakeskin tray, supposedly it is in trend, I read from a magazine. I found the tray and the white Indian wall decor from Ross and mosquito net canopy in Bed bath and beyond https://m.bedbathandbeyond.com/1/1/32768-majesty-white-large-bed-canopy.html
I have coffee or tea with honey and sometimes hazelnut creamer. I refuse to deprive myself so occasional is okay for me. 
And yes that is the beautiful bible my mom gave me and I love reading Bible app in my iphone as well. 
I am currently reading a Tahiti guide I picked up from the hospital lobby for free, just incase I go to Tahiti someday :)
You wish, you get. 
So I saw a sale sign and I'm on it. This man is selling his dad's house so the dad can move in with him in their farm up in Fallbrook. He was so passionate about saying we only  have a short time in this world. "I only have one father", he says "I would rather lose a little money and spend time with my dad". He believes that house's price will appreciate in years to come, but he has his priorities straight.  I ended up buying avocados from their organic farm for 33cents each, with such a big smile. It is good to know that despite of everything negative that happens around us humanity and love still prevails, even in the simpliest ways. 

I bring spaghetti squash and veges and chicken or beef to work so I don't starve while working. 
Bananas, butternut squash, spaghetti squash are my go-to carbohydrates. 
I put mushroom, carrot, rotisserie chicken, green onions, tomato, garlic in a pan. Add salt and pepper. (Salt is not paleo but the body needs it especially if we work out. We sweat, we lose salt, otherwise you will have cramps without salt or headache, be sensitive with your body. Use salt sparingly though) Add olive oil. After 30 seconds of hearing sizzle, add 1/4 cup water.  When it boils add kale and cilantro. Buy organic if you can supposedly it is better otherwise use what you can find in your area. Grow your own organic veges if possible. If you use fresh meat such as lean beef or chicken breast or tenders, place meat first and let it cook in olive oil then add the garlic, onions, green onions and hard veges then water then leaves...After seconds, you want  the leaves half cooked...feed your health. 
I can not help placing a slice of french brie cheese on top of the spaghetti squash:)
Sweet potato, bananas and butternut squash are a great sweet alternative.  They have low glycemic index and high in fiber. I just bake them for an hour in 350 degrees or boil or steam and voila! 

Here is a link on paleo guide. So everything I read in this website is pretty accurate: http://ultimatepaleoguide.com/sweet-potatoes-paleo/
Basically, you can eat everything that is not processed. Think as if you were a caveman, and whatever in nature that is mostly raw and  viable, they ate. They probably ate fermented stuff also, so kimchi, fermented vegetables, fish are allowed in paleo. They walked, ran, hunt, crawled, squat, had burpee movements, planked,  carried heavy rocks or wood to find food and survive. So in our times, I do bootcamp to  immolate    such movements or crossfit or anything that uses muscle with such great intensity like pilates, yoga, etc. I am sure cavemen did not do yoga and all but we never know. They use their muscles with great intensity with such movements so I do them too. Of course we don't have to do that all day, at least 30 minutes to an hour, you get the idea, right? We still need to move around and be active even when working, take breaks to walk or run if you can. Hike a lot during your days off, be one with nature like the cavemen did. 

 To learn more about the list of you can and can not eat click here: 
http://ultimatepaleoguide.com/paleo-diet-food-list/
In all aspect of your life, a break is a human right. It is good for you to step out in any situation, work, even relationship even just for a moment and go back after a break.  Go outside, smell some fresh air, smell the flowers, don't stick yourself in such toxic, I mean, in your office, or whatever situation. Even just a few moment you will notice that you are more calm, collected and energized to go back to whatever you need to tackle. Refreshed.

 I pack organic walnut, raisins, turkish dried figs for dessert. I love sweets and these satisfy and are good for your blood circulation. In paleo, you can eat as much  until you are full, like the cavemen. They did not store food. Maybe carried some with them if there were extra but I am thinking they ate whenever they find food and they can not tell when will they find food again so they probably ate as much when they find food, right?  They did not use food as pleasure as we all do today. They did not eat their feelings with food, hehe. Basically, use food as nourishment,  and occasional pleasure? 


The best part, chocolate is permitted, dark ones, no sugar. Yummm with my organic vanilla rooibos tea and honey. I use hazelnut creamer sometimes. There goes my occasional pleasure. 
 
Make it a lifestyle not a diet. You will see and feel the difference. 
#havefunalways


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Friday, March 9, 2012

Shabath



6/9/2008
soaked in

Poster: jac...pith...2ndmyspace
Mood: luminous
Category: None
6/9/08   1:24am



Today Your face, oh Lord is all I yearn for
With your mercy, you granted me your favor
Your presence I soak myself as I savor
The sweetness of your grace soothing my heart's sore
                                           
This moment You planned for a shower
How much I so long for us to be face to face 'till forever
You pick me up here from my muck
That I made for myself 'till I got stuck
My constant reckoning of all that I've done
My efforts worrying to make it all better equals to none
I take my loads off for it's been heavy for a while
What took me so long to realize that all I've to do is to kick my pile
I lift them up to You for in all my actions, my strength dissipates
How can I even one bit doubt that You would orchestrate
Forgiveness I ask of You
For my pride, my thoughts that all things I can do
The wholeness of it all I bring back to You.

This empty basin I opened for Your overflow
As I drink You, they see in me that glow
I dwell in Your presence, my Lord as You let me go deep
As You lovingly lull me to sleep

I cry no longer from pain
That love you're pouring me will never be drained
Tears are overflowing, I don't ever want to stop crying
I don't ever want this thirst for You to end
This reality is much more than vivid

As you work within me, may I never take off my focus
May I never get swayed ever again
By your side, I hold your hand and may I never let go of Your grip
I'll never get tired being redundant telling everyone how much you so love me and them
Your hugs are ever perpetual and true…



Jaclyn Cher (c)



                                                                            

Am I still talking?

6/18/2008
squint

Poster: jac...pith...2ndmyspace
Mood: distraught
Category: None

So  much whims, notions enveloping its wholeness
Blogging seems to be unsatisfying
Should I go out there acting like a madman, Doing a John preaching to the grass of the fields and rocks not ever caring if anyone hears him....
Why do people need validation before they let anything permeates
Why do we need a commotion to get some attention
The intentions we have, they don't penetrate if struggle is not ever present
Fire doesn't start without a spark
We don't need fire till we get cold
We don't feel the need unless we fall
We  fall  when we struggle, very seldom we succeed
Why then is our mind so unsettling....constantly telling us "stand up, stop procastinating,  caprices of a life uncrafted"
sigh...as we understand the psychology of man
We are graved by the urgency of the end
Yet we sit around and be comfortably numb
We walk the talk, we talk and talk, does anybody really hear us....
 When inklings battle, right ones always win
We are more than emotions, and goals and processes
the Holy spirit is real and is within us, why do we still curl up in our beds and regress?
Is fruition really that important?
As  little as a smile or act of kindness being shot at a target of intricacy
No longer perplexed,
whether we see it or not, our actions for we know are contagious and affect other's dispositions...
Yes upon waking up today I pray that I may cause someone to be grateful of God that he or she is created. 
Otherwise, what right do I have to  proceed in questioning  if I myself  am in a quiescence?



c. Jaclyn Cher Tabili

Nostalgia- a poem


6/20/2008
nostalgia

Poster: jac...pith...2ndmyspace
Mood: adored
Category: None
Aug,'99
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You're all torn out
Ran away from everyone, relationships disintegrate
Obscure semi-permanent pout
Struggling for survival of the fittest
Against the ravaging river that you still insist

Depression is kicking in
Stayed to sleep decided to commit a sin
Devine intervention, we should always be grateful
Still granted us the chance to live a life in full

Love is everything a man could pursue
The Will of the Lord, in your maze is a cue
Follow the arrow
Amidst  a vanishing sorrow

You can only tell that you can make it so many times
Tried your best effort only made to be declined
You can only say "It's enough"
Losing self respect, possessions, and emotions as the pilgrimage gets tough

Where did the enthusiasm fly?
Eyes dried up, no more tears to cry
If this is to become mature
I'd rather stay punctured

Inevitable times, I learned to see beyond
Confide in my inner child
Eagle has to soar
In God's loving arms everything in me I pour

People will always be at your side, at the right pace of life
Unconsciously, sometimes we strike a strife
Let me just live and learn
I pushed people away, there will come a time for me to yearn

Time is a healing ground
Bits and pieces found
Love that was shattered
Memory, a company is captured


 Comfort arrives for those on the floor
As peace attaches in the midst of war
Painful hearts learn to sigh
Inner joy levels high….
To Jesus, all the glory I give with a cry

archive from myspace blogs

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Current mood: embarrassed


?I actually am not sure if this could be even accessed by anybody, since my profile is a confuzzled pile of dung right now, and my blog sign just got kicked out into invisibility. i so am in the mood to talk, but there's nothing to talk about. or maybe i just exhausted my fave topics with my circle.I'd exciting weekend, but homigoodness, it just dawned! I think i ran out of frivolrities lately that everything is so serious, and that is why refrained fr all the talks.It was a dramatic sunday, all in a span of i don't know, 6hrs!huh. i can't say anything here though. I feel like im visited by my highschool memento: when everything was so innocent, full of vibrant, adolescent, raging,ardent yet subtle tickle of your heart as your crush passes by.Minus the zitz though. in this day and age, should i be actually feeling this way? i don't know. can i do anything to stop it? i don't think so.
I love it at the same time but it's wearisome that my cousins et al, are trying so hard to hook me up with somebody. just to spite them, i should just be a spinster. i settled on that anyway, anyhow. I'm not worried, i don't know why, should i be? MY GOD created me for HIM, and if He grants me a chance to have a beautiful husband and family, then i should be happy, and if not, i should be still as elated, oui? Jeremiah didn't have to worry of that, he still found contentment in life. And i think the secret of going through life in general, as happy as you could be, is that, settling in your heart the main purpose of why we are created in the first place, that alone will give you peace in any path you are in. And that there's is no need to plot.A machination of your own desire is not even a sense of realization, if your focus is as real as it is vivid.
Anyhu, it's not for me to tell that i don't enjoy my moments of frivolity either for i think they are made to cheer us up also in doleful instances.
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The Best of Sixpence None the Richer
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Current mood: loved
how can a mind so unsettling. i think i need to hike, i have all these energy and don't know wut to do. somebody please, teach me to play the piano, guitar, drums the box thing,i have yet to ask whuts his face for its name. i'll be in my spanish class soon (in an hour and 19mins), my last class,i think, i wish i speak fluently already, and so with french. um, ill enroll for french,span,voice,guitar,maybe piano,for this sem, if it's God's will. i need to fill my undeserved idleness, before i start my conbaffled review for clin lab science... again. argh!! i feel bad for those around me, rt now...they can feel my neurosis but so kind enough to deny it. that's wut you get for loving me. hehe. wuv yah guys. I someday will be calmer..... yah, when im six feet under!!hearts,? hugs....
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Friday, February 3, 2012

Winter in New York City 2012













       This winter, Mary, traveled from Germany where she presently resides, to visit America, stopped by first in Utah and San Diego.  Bernie was getting to move back from the beautiful mountains of Colorado to gloomy but delightful Germany, where she grew up. Jackie lives in paradise San Diego just got back from paradise Philippines where she grew up, Singapore and just another adventure at hand, didn't expect anything from this trip....Three gorgeous ladies ventured the city that never sleeps, an event that changed their lives forever meanwhile finding their friendship of a lifetime.





Monday, November 14, 2011

Predisposed- My Sensitivity is now Thin as I hope my Real Me Stays, for I am Forced to do so

I am predisposed to fail. My parents were born poor and unsuccessful in marriage, finances and life... so shall I be.  
    This could be the most unaccepted words I could ever hear from anyone I talk to. 

   I look up to this grandma and my dad, cause I saw their generosity as long as I remember. (I could also mention my mom's  mother but she died long before I was born, but I heard of her too and her sister from US, from which their daughters, my mom and my aunt, respectively turned out to be as generous as they are also.)My dad was born of a simple farmer in the Philippines  and made something out of his life and worked abroad  and I see the blessings it produced towards our family and  cousins and is spread out even to the grand kids here in America and back home in the Philippines.

        I guess same circumstances different situations... I don't see any ending. As much as I turn my back, tilt my head the other way, tears trickling down my face, my heart in tacked and I had noticed I already am calloused  from all these. I am now forced to have no feelings, nor any emotions towards it. I guess if this is what you call mature then be it. Is this part of being Filipino? I have asked this to myself numerous times: If I was to be a little bit more fortunate than others, must I tend to everyone else who asked of me? How do I decipher the necessary and those who makes a leech out of our lives. I had nursed a fiancĂ©/boyfriend who almost suck the life of me when I was younger, all lessons learned. Does other think I should be made of steel or hard as a rock or better yet, MONEY? My husband called and told me just now, "we are working abroad and that is life and that is THAT. "
I suppose I just keep quite and sleep and let the course of life take it.


whatidowhilemyhusbandisaway 
   Yes, we didn't choose our family, our parents, our statures, our parent's occupations and fortunes or misfortunes, situations, the place of birth, the place where we grew up, and current (or maybe for some they did choose their current state of being), our cultures, the people who surrounds us. A lot of misconception of people that are stuck in a rut is that we don't have  a choice but we do. We are given gifts, talents, opportunities, circumstances to choose to design whom would we be with and around us, where we should be, where we stand, what kind of life should we have. I believe that the Lord never ceases in giving us chances in life long as we shall live and long as we open our eyes and keep struggling, striving, improving to be better.
God never cease loving and blessing us.
Zzzzzzz



Wednesday, February 2, 2011

In between cultures










I came here to Germany to visit my cousin and family. My cousin, our friend, and I were at the PX American Base a while ago. I have this very judgemental perception over living here and working for the US military. I immersed my self watching strangers, americans and germans, Filipino, and other culture, passing me by as I sat on a bench(which I rarely do, since I'm the one shopping always but this time I was waiting for them!)...after so many going back and forth in this same mall for the forth time since I got to this country. I noticed that no matter what the current economy situation is, commercial/marketing is very universal. I see so much merchandise for sale whether it would be German decor, Japanese figurines, name branded clothing, shoes, hats, cosmetics and endless over-our-basic necessities stuff. And they make it sound such a good deal cause...yay!! TAX FREE!!!... I watched around some more, by this time I really didn't mind the wait anymore. Food court crowd was dwindling down and most of the associates at this point were cleaning so intently as if someone would come and inspect the place really and fire them if they only see a tiny irrelevant slightly dirty spot. I went to take a walk, around so to find my loves and they were nowhere to be found so I walked around some more and I see this painter as I see him every day now, in the middle of the mall workng with his paintings. He was sitting on his stool working on perfecting this puppy's nose that he was copying from what I speculated as somebody's photograph of their pet. He stood up, I tilted my head and smiled as I passed him. Almost to a stalking way, (I know it was soo not me) I sat on a dining table few yards away from his back and stared at him contemplating for minutes whether the little puppy's nose was perfectly highlighted already or not. He got up went for a break and I see my hubby waving at me, then they walked to a store some more. I, for some wierd reason was so compeled to go meet this older guy as he was walking to his post. I asked him if he spoke English and he said yes. And I told him that I've been walking around in this mall and I think he was the most passionate person I've seen. He isn't German as I guessed he is French and I said I thought cause he seemed so passionate and calm and I see a certain relaxed flow in him. I threw some of my ( of course not at all perfect) french phrases and was delighted and asked me if I was an artist and he asked further, so I said no, I work in a lab and I like observing and I would like to write. He asked me "if you would have to write about this meeting at this moment, what would you say?". I said that I'm in between cultures and that I see from the outside looking in and everything around me is in between, a soujorn! He said "I like that!" And I apologized I wanted to come back after our whole week of Italian/Spanish trip that maybe I'll see him again. I may believed him, he may just be pulling my feet but I learned a lot from this maybe insignifant chat... that some people are just here for a certain time, working, getting the most of it, hence the shopping spree that they may never find better deals somewhere else. Some as my cousin said earlier live here already for good. As I always wonder about the behaviour of some that I have met over the years of visiting PX Germany, some of them really don't have a lot of choices, that jobs are easier to be found here and that everyone has such great respect for their job that I see such dedication. If one just know how to hussle and be wise of their endeavor, they'll be in good shape...and that maybe I have gotten used of my relaxed environment (which is not necesarily always good) for it could turn to complacency and stagnance. And the shopping issue is kinda the same thing in the mainland that some just don't get immersed with the real passion in life we get so caught up with buying things we really don't need...and is used as a temporary sense of satisfaction, until we all learn simplicity. I've seen that dedication to the job from my husband over the years, but I guess I focused on the negative part until today. <3


Monday, January 31, 2011

Little pieces of us that makes us-us


Funny when I meet people who want to venture out to business or career, and they insist that using networking such as facebook.com, or youtube.com,  or myspace.com,  or blogger.com is useless and most millionaires and billionaires are not using any of those...well in fact the youngest billionaire started facebook and other millionaires started building and developing websites, whether it may be from   scratch or their own idea or someone else's and they just developed a heart in venturing out in such projects, clueless and irregardless if they were to make money or  make it a fortune for them and their generations to come... This may apply to real life. If you are willing to work on your marriage, family, friendship or any relationship, you have to try hard everyday to not only understand your tools to make your spouse /partner/girl friend/girl toy/boy friend/ boylet (jk) happy but make sure you continously show them in action as well, day in and day out for life...It may start in making everything possible to make yourself happy so extra baggages or issues called-"drama" are addressed therefore not adding to any situation you and your spouse, friends, family or any relationship you and I  generally are in. Of course it is necessary in making sure that we don't take each other for granted so there would be no reason for ridiculous blame game later on in life.We really can't expect for something to grow by itself unless we work hard and put our whole hearts and efforts to it and learn from mistakes of others and our own mistakes, right? So however we choose to act upon anything basically will result to something whether it be good or bad..so we really shouldn't be surprised if our situatuion is bad or good, think back...think ahead, anything we sow now, we rip it somehow in the future...even as little as being kind, trust me  it'll do us good, you will see. ~_~ I talk about these, thinking that everything in life starts small and culminates into little pieces of us that makes us-us.